How often do we think about who we once were as children?
It is weird. I am still so much, that little girl. I cry like her, shriek with enthusiasm like her and desire like her. I will be 40 this year, but the essence of the child in me is the most dominating force I experience within myself.
I am responsible and all and do boring but necessary things like pay bills, but that does not get my life force, just some of my time.
I never understood “no” as a child. I always took “no” to mean I had not asked in the right way and so I found the way. I have always believed that anything was possible, yet others did not share that belief. So, as a child, I was disappointed by blocks and limitations.
Then I grew up and discovered that only I can truly deny myself anything. Wow! This has really set me free, but placed me in the bounds of calamity more than once. So I discovered that it is best that the woman I also am walk with the child. That is where I am now in my evolution and it is starting to get smooth. I wonder what is next?